Date: Fri, 23 May 2003 15:16:32 +0300
From: J Lehmus <jlehmus@neubauten.org>
To: cybermind@LISTSERV.AOL.COM
Subject: Seach Me

No luck with rabbits
(Porcupine Tree)
Apr 18, 2002 I realized that I am not that keen on Finland any more. When
you finally get it, you don't want it. There's something about it..
Mar 04, 2002 Lehmus got a new, even more brutal hair-cut. Arrrgh.
Mar 01, 2002 Lehmus goes to Funland in May! Hellurei!
Jan 16, 2002 The mystery of Bubla's disappearence was partly revealed.
Jan 2, 2002 Lehmus is back and everyone is happy. Hahhah. Ehm.
Dec 3, 2001 Lehmus is sick and maybe will die. If not, see you next Monday.
Nov 21, 2001 Benefon has collapsed in share markets
Oct 12, 2001 Nothing so bad as not to be good for something became Lehmus'
official life credo
Sep 12, 2001 Lehmus got a brutal hair-cut. Looks even better than before
*cringe*
Sep 3, 2001 So I am back. Don't talk to me :(
Jul 10, 2001 Lehmus tries to smuggle herself to Finland. Maybe will be back
in September.
May 13, 2001 I noticed that the silver medals fit to the blue&white jerseys
much better. Hahhaaah! ;)
Apr 2001 My parents denied my presence and did not take the CZ2001 Census
form for me :(
Jan 1, 2001 I survived the New Year's Eve. Okei, maybe next time.
Dec 19, 2000 I successfully passed my driving exams.
Dec 4, 2000 Hallelujah! The hard, independent part of my life started. I
moved from my parents.
Oct 2, 2000 Since this date I have not been an owner of Bubla the Rabbit.
Don't ask me about the details *grin*

On the other hand these things make me pissed off: Being not somewhere else=
=2E

Dissembling. Frustration. Irresolution of mine. Dysmensia of mine. Dealing
with narrow-minded people. Having no or little money. Being hungry. Summer.

I long for the country that is not, for everything that is I am tired of
desiring.
(Edith S=F6dergran)

Do you believe in doubles.